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11.28.2003

HISTORY

Duk Koo Kim

Duk Koo Kim 김득구 (1959-1982) was a South Korean boxer whose death changed the sport of boxing in many ways. Kim was undefeated in 13 bouts when he was assigned by the WBA as the world's number 1 challenger to world Lightweight champion Ray Mancini. Most of his contests prior to the Mancini bout, however, had been in his native country, against somewhat obscure opposition. Kim had to struggle mightily to lose weight on the days prior to the bout so that he could weight in under the Lightweight's 135 pound limit, or, as they say in boxing, "make weight". In what could be described as an eerie coincidence, he wrote the message kill or be killed on his Las Vegas hotel room's mirror on the days before the bout.

Mancini and Kim met in an arena outside Caesar's Palace on November 13, 1982. In what many ringside observers have described as an "action-packed" fight, Mancini and Kim went toe to toe for a good portion of the bout, but by the latter rounds, Mancini began to dominate the young challenger. Spent and battered, Kim went into round 14 with little left and Mancini dropped him. He got up, but the fight was stopped and Mancini retained the title.

Minutes after the fight was over, Kim collapsed into a coma, and was taken to a hospital. Emergency brain surgery was done there to try to save his life, but that effort proved to be futile, as Kim lost his life 5 days after the bout, on November 18. The week after, Sports Illustrated had a photo of the fight on their cover, under the heading Tragedy in The Ring. Not only did Kim lose his life after that fight, but the lives of many others who were involved were affected too: Mancini had to go through a period of regrouping, as he blamed himself for Kim's death. After friends helped him by telling him that it was just an accident, Mancini was able to go on with his career, but Kim's death would always haunt him. The bout's referee, Richard Greene, committed suicide on February of 1983, and so did Kim's mother, four months later.

Many reforms in boxing took place after this fight. The WBC, which was not the fight's sanctioning organization anyways, was the first one to step up and admit, during their annual convention of 1982, that many rules and areas concerning fighter's medical care before fights needed to be changed to improve a fighter's chance of surviving a fight. WBC president Jose Sulaiman declared that, immediately after the Mancini-Kim bout, the WBC and their medical advisors had conducted a study that revealed that most fighters get injured more severely during rounds 13, 14 and 15, so the organization immediately decided to reduce the number of rounds in their championship bouts from 15 to 12. The WBA and the IBF followed the WBC in 1987. When the WBO was formed in 1988, they immediately began operating with 12 round world championship bouts.

Apart from the round reduction, the years after Kim's death would bring such new implements on a fighter's check up before fights as electrocardiograms, brain tests, lung tests and other medical tests. As one boxing leader put it, "A fighter's check ups before fights used to consist of blood pressure and heart beat checks before 1982. Not anymore". The story of Kim's life was taken to the big screen in his native South Korea: Director Kwak Kyung Taek directed the movie named Champion, and actor Yu Oh Seong starred as the fallen boxer. Kim compiled a record of 13 wins and 1 loss, with 10 knockouts.


MUSIC

Songs of the Day

Nick Drake - Which Will
My Bloody Valentine - Sometimes
Radiohead - Scatterbrain (Four Tet remix)
Neil Young - Razor Love
Kate Fenner - Alaska
Tom Waits - A Little Rain
Pavement - Elevate me Later
FOOD

Grilled Fresh Fig Salad

12 thin slices pancetta or prosciutto, cut into 2" strips
12 fresh figs, firm but ripe, cut in half lengthwise
1/4 cup honey
2 Tbs. balsamic Vinegar
2 Tbs. olive oil
1/2 tsp. coarsely ground pepper
4 cups mixed salad greens
crumbled stilton cheese

1. Wrap a piece of pancetta around each fig half and secure with water-soaked toothpicks
2. In a small bowl, combine honey, vinegar, olive oil and pepper and whisk until blended
3. Grill figs over a low fire, turning frequently and brushing with honey mixture until figs are heated through and meat is crisp, 2-3 minutes. (or broil a few inches below heat source turning once).
4. Divide greens among salad plates. Arrange figs. Drizzle leftover honey mixture over figs and greens. Sprinkle with cheese.

Makes 4 appetizer servings.

11.27.2003

FOOD

Banana Bread

1 3/4 c. all purpose flour
2 t. baking powder
3/4 t. salt
1/4 t. baking soda
1 c. mashed ripe bananas
1/2 c. whole milk
1 t. vanilla extract
1/2 c. vegetable shortening
1 c. brown sugar
2 large eggs
optional: 1 c. pecans or walnuts, toasted, chopped
optional: 1/2 c. chocolate chips

Preheat oven to 350°F. Butter and flour 9 1/4 x 5 x 2 1/2-inch loaf pan. Whisk together flour, baking powder, salt and baking soda in medium bowl. In small bowl, mix mashed bananas, milk and vanilla. Using electric mixer, beat shortening in large bowl until creamy. Gradually beat in sugar. Add eggs 1 at a time, beating well after each addition. Beat banana mixture and flour mixture alternately into shortening mixture in 2 additions each. Stir in pecans/c. chips. Transfer to prepared pan.

Bake bread until tester inserted into center comes out clean, about 1 hour 10 minutes. Cool 5 minutes. Turn out onto rack and cool completely. (Can be prepared 2 days ahead. Wrap tightly in foil and let stand at room temperature.)
MUSIC (for a Nick Drake kind of rainy day)

Saturday Sun

Saturday sun came early one morning
In a sky so clear and blue
Saturday sun came without warning
So no-one knew what to do.
Saturday sun brought people and faces
That didn't seem much in their day
But when I remember those people and places
They were really too good in their way.
In their way
Saturday sun won't come and see me today.
Think about stories with reason and rhyme
Circling through your brain.
And think about people in their season and time
Returning again and again
And again
And Saturday's sun has turned to Sunday's rain.
So Sunday sat in the Saturday sun
And wept for a day gone by.

Northern Sky

I never felt magic crazy as this
I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand
Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree
But now you're here
Brighten my northern sky.
I've been a long time that I'm waiting
Been a long that I'm blown
I've been a long time that I've wandered
Through the people I have known
Oh, if you would and you could
Straighten my new mind's eye.
Would you love me for my money
Would you love me for my head
Would you love me through the winter
Would you love me 'til I'm dead
Oh, if you would and you could
Come blow your horn on high.
I never felt magic crazy as this
I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand
Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree
But now you're here
Brighten my northern sky.

PHOTOGRAPHS


Darcy Rota, Vancouver Canucks (1980)

BOOKS

A Reading List

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time by Mark Haddon
Moneyball by Michael Lewis
Atonement (A Novel) by Ian McEwan
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius, by Dave Eggers
A Poetry Handbook by Mary Oliver

11.26.2003

PHOTOGRAPHS

Barn, Cole Residence, Topsail, Newfoundland (August 2000)
MUSIC
Best Records from the 90's
(Pitchforkmedia.com)

Beck
Odelay
[DGC; 1996]
Before he wanted to have a rocking chair and a sweet tea conversation with you on his front porch, before he wanted to sex you up (and your sister, too), and before he wanted you to break his heart and leave him for dead, Beck just wanted to rock you. Of course, he wanted to do it in his own folksy, blues-infected, psychedelic, hip-hop, fragmented-sense-of-self sort of way, but... was that so much to ask? On a rare record that received as much underground attention as it did critical and commercial acclaim, the Dust Brothers were released from the chains of The Beastie Boys' old basement to help map Beck's every-angle approach. His salvation-army nation buckled at the knees to "Where It's At", learned how to get up to get down for "The New Pollution", and bobbed along blissfully to "Devil's Haircut". I blasted in with "Novocaine" on every mixtape I made for a year. And despite all the jagged ends and dissociated means, the end result was as cohesive as an album this multi-faceted could dare to be. Hell, it won the man a Grammy-- but more importantly, it won everyone that listened some cool. And for that we will be forever indebted.

Smashing Pumpkins
Siamese Dream
[Virgin; 1993]
Little did any of us initially realize that "Today", Smashing Pumpkins' red carpet to the glorified frat houses of alternative rock radio, took part in something much greater: sophomore release Siamese Dream was borne out of the band's intense personal and interpersonal turmoil-- so much so that Billy Corgan was left in the studio to play most of parts by himself. Nominally, Siamese Dream implies some duality: the album title reflects at once its confidence and its vulnerability, its anger and its broken-heartedness, its honesty and, however therapeutic, its self-deceit. Avoiding the sparse, punchy grunge tropes of the time, Corgan opted instead for personal and melodramatic epics told within grandiose walls of sound that seemed to function as the music's own consolation. The fanged opening moments of "Rocket" speak to this effect, and comprise some of the most potent moments in 90s rock. Smashing Pumpkins never again achieved this degree of sincerity-- compare the poignant yelp of "let me out" in opener "Cherub Rock" to the nasally embarrassment of "God is empty just like me" in Mellon Collie's "Zero"-- but then, shouldn't one decade-defining album be enough?

Nirvana
In Utero
[DGC; 1993]
In Utero could have been a complacent, cookie-cutter follow-up to an album that set the bar impossibly high; instead, it seethes with visceral rage and purpose. Listening to Kurt Cobain rip his heart out and hold it up for all to see is just as bracing now as it was ten years ago, but the thing that strikes me most these days is just how much Cobain's sarcastic humor creeps into his music. "If you ever need anything/ Please don't hesitate to ask someone else first/ I'm too busy acting like I'm not naive," he shouts on "Very Ape", over guitars honed like razors by recordists Steve Albini and Bob Weston. He's making a joke, but in the process, revealing what was perhaps his most tragic flaw. Cobain's naivete and idealism ultimately made the cynical world of corporations and media limelight too much for him to bear, but he left us with a beautiful swansong and perhaps even a bit of closure in "All Apologies". Nirvana were an important gateway to the underground for thousands of kids in an era when new sounds were much further than a single mouse-click away, and a lot of us were never the same after they were gone.

Bonnie "Prince" Billy
I See a Darkness
[Palace; 1999]
My beleaguered "generation" and I may attempt to protect ourselves from emotional harm (and our grim inheritance) by stockpiling absurdities, but we will probably still go prostrate during a moment of disarming simplicity, pathetic mortality, or genuine romance. I See a Darkness is rife with such moments (though the exultant finale of "Nomadic Revelry" defies categorization). Will Oldham's latest moniker is his canniest since back when he went by variations on Pushkin, and under this banner, his work has retained the bawdiness, hybridity, and compassion that characterized the Russian poet. In this guise Oldham exploits a salty freedom and an epicurean brio; on this album, his least "country," he was a bulimic Falstaff milking medieval dread/mirth. Sung sans-warble, these non-sequiturial folk anthems, seasoned with Robotussin Skynyrd licks, confirmed that Oldham is indie's detached and brilliant DeNiro. (After all, the Bonnie Prince Charlie of history was called "The Young Pretender.") A masterpiece of comic negation, "Death to Everyone" invokes a holocaust, "coming kids," "hosing," and how "balls burn." That the late Johnny Cash rendered I See a Darkness' title track as a sobriety hymn only deepens the song's mystery, as well as the album's sense of play.

Pavement
Crooked Rain, Crooked Rain
[Matador; 1994]
Given the mean age of Pitchfork staffers, this list should be absolutely dripping with My First Indie Album teary-eyed recollections. Crooked Rain, Crooked Rain is the one album guaranteed to start me a-blubberin', as I remember how discovering "Cut Your Hair" through The Countdown to The Headbangers' Ball was my gentle push down the greasy slope of elitism. Which is why I'll forever treasure it as the essential Pavement album. What's remarkable about the album is not its shoestring budget technique, but how friggin' epic the material sounds despite (or possibly because of) being crammed into such humble surroundings. From the Skynyrd-coda of "Stop Breathing" to the California Adventure of "Unfair" to the Quadrophenia mods vs. rockers battle of "Fillmore Jive", Crooked Rain is an album recorded in basement Cinemascope. The twangy monolith at the center, though, is "Range Life", paradoxically featuring some of Stephen Malkmus' most evocative imagery alongside some of his most petty, albeit hilarious and OTM, whining. It's the score to the inevitable slow-motion retrospectives of Pavement's career, and the most moving song of their tenure-- even if you can't really bang your head to it.

DJ Shadow
...Endtroducing
[Mo'Wax; 1996]
Sampling was by no means 1996's innovation, and certainly wasn't anything new to hip-hop by the middle of the decade; one could state accurately, in fact, that sampling lies at the core of the genre's very musical foundation. But that's just the thing about ...Endtroducing: Though Shadow still insists otherwise-- to the point that he is said to have made a habit of moving this very record from the "electronic" section of his local record store to the "hip-hop" section-- the album is effectively genreless. It may rely on hip-hop technique, but Shadow mined the dankest of this nation's record bins to unearth for himself an entire sonic spectrum that melded jazz and funk loops with forgotten horror movie samples with layers of ambient noise, to create one of the most dark, foreboding, and original musical statements ever. To date, the album still sounds like no other. Across the board, tracks like "The Number Song", "Organ Donor", and "Midnight in a Perfect World" became curious points of intersection for listeners of otherwise disparate music, and one can't help but think ...Endtroducing brought the possibility of hip-hop to die-hard rockcentrics. "Organic" is an understatement; ...Endtroducing is living, breathing Weltgeist, its form self-determined and unusually cohesive, given its vast breadth and bottomless well of innovation. With DJ Shadow's debut, other hip-hop in 1996-- no, other music period-- couldn't help but "suck."

Nirvana
Nevermind
[DGC; 1991]
For a while, it seemed there were nothing but grunge bands: Pearl Jam, Alice in Chains, Soundgarden, Mudhoney, Green River, Screaming Trees-- and virtually all of them hailed from Seattle. On the surface, it makes sense that Nirvana, with their flannel overshirts and ripped jeans and greasy hair, would be lumped in with the movement. Yet I can't think of a single Nirvana-influenced band that ever got airplay in the 90s, or a single Nirvana song that carried all the actual attributes of true grunge music. Grunge, as we came to know it through MTV and commercial alternative radio, consisted of craggy and/or heavily reverbed, jangly guitars, mumbling ponytailed vocalists, and giant stadium drums not all that far removed from the hair-rock whose cultural relevance the genre supplanted. Grunge begat Collective Soul, Creed, and Nickelback. Where do Nirvana fit into this legacy? Well, maybe they don't. With all the facts laid out, Nirvana begins to look much more like a plain old punk band that happened to exist at the heart of a cultural movement they wanted nothing to do with. Their influences-- not the classic rock roots of their Seattle brethren, but 70s post-punk and 80s college rock-- spoke to this categorization. Approximating Nirvana's sound with the time-honored [band] + [band] = [band] equation leads you to such dazzling dream-sums as Buzzcocks meets Sonic Youth, Vaselines meets Melvins, or Pixies meets Raincoats. Sure, there will always be those who insist that Nevermind was more of cultural import than musical, but they will also be full of shit: Nirvana are, a decade later, still regarded as the greatest and most legendary band of the 1990s. This band proved to a whole new generation that technical prowess has no bearing on quality, inspired their fans to seek out the music that slipped beneath the commercial radar, and then had the balls to be ridiculously, unthinkably fucking brilliant. Anyone who hates this record today is just trying to be cool, and needs to be trying harder.

Pavement
Slanted & Enchanted
[Matador; 1992]
During one of his manias, rock writer Camden Joy protested a Macintosh-sponsored New York Music Festival via posters adorned with lyrics from Bob Dylan's "Desolation Row", the Sex Pistols' "God Save the Queen", and... two songs from this album. One poster cited the "minions and slaves" passage from "Here", the album's only concession to reverb. The other poster read, "WHY A MUSIC FESTIVAL $???$$ ZURICH IS $TAINED", easily taking a slice of Slanted's random wordplay and imbuing it with a polemical passion. In comparison with the dead art foisted on the proletariat by any number of status quo cadres disguised as rock bands, Slanted is a radical, liberating document. Even the most reductive version of this album's genesis can't sully it: sports-loving stoner brats in oversized t-shirts got conscripted to a burnout drummer and recorded a slapdash do-it-yourselfer that blew up like the proverbial Gremlin in the microwave, increased the market share of both Matador and Drag City, proved that lo-fi could go grandiose, and briefly gave us yanks a band as inscrutable as the best undergrounders of Britain and Germany. Pavement's most danceable and puzzling album contains segments of sassily oblique spoken-word, patches that go down like prog played at 78rpm, and jams that crucify humorless punk on a whittled Slinky. Meanwhile, frontboy Stephen Malkmus made the preemptive Stroke: a cute diva who could scream as if he suffered from womb envy, his meticulous apathy "paved" the way for Julian Casablancas' blase ferocity. The crenellated toss-offs on this disc blended intense love for noise with unorthodox pop instincts, answering Achtung Baby with slack-toned gravy, and saunter-stumbled into rock history with a graffiti ethic that denies the listener a murkless horizon. The eternal students in this band would probably joke that "magnum opus" sounds like the name of a defendant in a Nordic date-rape trial, but damn if they didn't helm one. Fertilized by fellow obsessive record collectors Sonic Youth, Slanted sounds, somehow, like a manifesto after all them years, from when "Two States" proclaims, "There's no culture!" to the opening of "In the Mouth a Desert": Yup, Steve, we can treat the planet like an oil well.

Neutral Milk Hotel
In the Aeroplane Over the Sea
[Merge; 1998]
There are very few albums that resist categorization quite so effortlessly as In the Aeroplane Over the Sea. For forty staggering minutes, Jeff Mangum short-circuits all conventional modes of expression, forging a private language that is endlessly intriguing and haunting in the truest sense of the word. Mangum sings as if possessed, painfully conveying fractured and moving tales with the imagistic skill of a brilliant novelist. He gnashes his teeth at the fabric of time, then wraps himself in it like a blanket, channeling the violence of his personal past through a claustrophobic frustration with his dejected present. His band, whose contributions to Aeroplane remain criminally underappreciated, elevate Mangum's songs from chilling sketches into vibrant opuses, fully realizing the antique otherworldliness of Mangum's storytelling. Opening with the achingly gorgeous nostalgia of "The King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1", Aeroplane immediately plays upon a potent conflation of cultural and personal past. The world of Aeroplane is haunted by Anne Frank-- the specter of childhood's unimpeachable innocence amidst the unfathomable horror of the holocaust. In the feverish "Oh Comely", Mangum longs to save her in "some sort of time machine." By "Two-Headed Boy Pt. 2", the album's indelible and heartbreaking closing track, he seems to have resigned himself to loving a ghost, singing with a thoroughly unnerving blend of heartbreak and exhaustion: "In my dreams you're alive, and you're crying/ As your mouth moves in mine, soft and sweet." The way people have been affected by Aeroplane is ample proof of its power and uniqueness. Like all classic art, it is widely misunderstood; yet to some, In the Aeroplane Over the Sea has become a riddle the likes of The Wasteland-- an impossibly rich text that begs to be deciphered, yet continually evades any singular interpretation.

The Flaming Lips
The Soft Bulletin
[Warner Bros; 1999]
As an aging, sarcastic man, The Flaming Lips remain my favorite contemporary group because they demolish two short-sighted contemporary rock 'n' roll notions: you have to be young and serious. Wayne's salt-and-pepper beard, pea coat and bullhorn raised the bar for any musician pushing forty. Another debatable myth dispelled by The Soft Bulletin is that heroin destroys. Steven Drozd's addiction to the horse was hard and heavy right through the production of Yoshimi, and his addition to the band clearly took them to their current creative level. Aside from Keith Richards, has anyone produced such godlike music while mired in the junk, that it almost seems like an endorsement for the drug? Remarkably, the band's music maintains a general air of feel-goodness while their lyrics concern sobering subjects as bleeding, bites, and mortality. Death seeps from within every sweeping disco-ball light bath of a song, deep down to the drummer's gums. A year after The Soft Bulletin's release a spider nailed my calf, corroding the skin. When detailing the infection I was constantly comforted by a poorly (perfectly?) sung refrain of, "When you got that spider bite on your leg!" That's cultural impact. The Flaming Lips: the official soundtrack of near-fatal insect bites.

My Bloody Valentine
Loveless
[Creation; 1991]
Is there anything new that can possibly be said about Loveless? Any stone as yet unturned? So much has been written about this album, and so much of it reads the same: "It's about tension, noise vs. melody, ugliness vs. beauty... It's a return to the womb... It foregrounds the background and favors texture over development... Kevin Shields is Brian Wilson... Smart went crazy..." It's all true, of course. There's no arguing with any of that, just as there's little reason to talk about this album which so many people love. When it comes to Loveless, we understand each other so well that we nod and grunt like we're standing in front of Hank Hill's house. For me, it's been that way for some time: Seeing the letters "M", "B" and "V" next to each other in a review of another band's album is enough to get said record on my "music to check out" list. I suspect I'm not alone. Now that Kevin Shields is in better health and is slowly returning to the scene, he's explained that Loveless was something of an albatross for him, that he never could find a proper way to follow it. He should be comforted by the fact that no one else has been able to follow it, either. I've long dreamt of an album that was "Like Loveless, but more," but I haven't found it. And so many hundreds of albums have tried. Perhaps this is the sound of a single idea perfected. We should move on and continue to explore the vast spectrum of sound and feeling music provides, but we'll always return to Loveless for what it alone can deliver.

Radiohead
OK Computer
[Capitol; 1997]
The end of the 90s will be seen as the end of the album. The rise of MP3 technology and file downloading returned pop music consumption to collective pre-Beatles mindset, where songs are judged as singles. Radiohead's Kid A and Amnesiac were shallowly criticized as B-side collections because they were downloaded and assembled as such on home computers. "Treefingers" and "Hunting Bears" were torn apart, not a piece of a 60 minute or so record, but as worthwhile 34-minute download times (this, remember, was right before DSL/Cable). The resurgence, and arguable final entrenchment, of manufactured Pop Stars by their handlers over supposedly more artistic fare-- and more importantly the acceptance of such common pleasures by critics-- razed the significance of the complete album. Which is why OK Computer, and it's Best Albums Ever companion Loveless, eternally top these polls: somehow we doubt we'll ever see their like again. Modern thinking has led to debates and revisionism over the effect of tracks like "Electioneering" and "Fitter Happier" on OK Computer's importance, as if removing "Turd on the Run" and "Pet Sounds" would somehow make Exile on Main Street and Pet Sounds five-and-a-half-star albums. What's interesting in the case of "Electioneering" is that, at the time, it stood as the one track most similar to the beautiful guitar rackets of "Just", "Creep", and "My Iron Lung". The band even performed the song on The Tonight Show upon the album's release. Beyond its political intent, the song could have fit easily on Radiohead's two previous albums.
Regardless, any arguing or defending of the record seems pointless and redundant. Which is why it's here at the peak. It should be reiterated, however, just how much better OK Computer is than Loveless, and why people somehow forget this. Loveless, a masterpiece of form and noise, impresses the brain like stylized photography. Surely, it is breathtaking. It provides the senses with a romantic, heightened ideal of music, experienced through an unbreakable medium. The sound overwhelms to such an extent that multiple listens are unnecessary and taxing. OK Computer, in contrast, sounds crystalline and liveable-- a true, enterable aural landscape packaged with press-delivered mythology describing its creation (Thom Yorke singing on his back staring at Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman's castle ceiling).
Those overly familiar with this album's details doubt its brilliance only in the way a Loveless-like beauty sitting across the restaurant from your mate questions your life commitment. You haven't seen the armpit stubble, shower drain residue, high-school poetry, morning dental state, and Disney-induced tears of Loveless. Psychologically, one needs those fantastic diversions, but there has to be something real to return to again and again. OK Computer simply is the anxious, self-important, uncertain, technologically overwhelmed 1990s.

11.25.2003

PHOTOS


Cottage Door, Seabreeze Road, Lake of Bays (August 4th, 2003)
INTERNET
An Open Letter to the Guy who Scored Only 12 "Fast Money" Points on Family Feud in the mid-Seventies
(McSweeney's)

November 25, 2003

Dear Sir,

While watching the Game Show Network on a recent afternoon, I happened to catch a rerun of Family Feud. You can probably guess which episode I mean. I'm afraid I've forgotten your first name—I was in the bathroom when Richard Dawson introduced your unfortunate family—so for the purposes of this letter, I will call you "Jim."

When Mr. Dawson said "I need two contestants to play Fast Money," what made you decide to step forward, Jim? You must admit that your performance on the show had been less than stellar up to that point. The one time you gave a valid response—"Something you eat with onions" was the category, and you guessed "hamburgers" —you pronounced it incorrectly! "Hamburglars!" you shouted confidently. Remember how the audience laughed at you, Jim? Remember the indulgent kindness of the judges who accepted your answer? In fact, I think it's fair to say that your family made it to the "Fast Money" round in spite of your participation. And yet, when the stakes were highest, you decided to go to bat for the team. If you thought you could redeem yourself, you were sorely mistaken.

As you will recall, your lovely wife, Beverly, played first, and she came up with a respectable 86 points. You only needed 114, Jim. A real man might have made up the difference with room to spare. But even Beverly, who presumably is well acquainted with your breathtaking stupidity, must have been stunned when Richard Dawson said, "Without giving a brand name, name a kind of soup," and you answered, "Campbell's." Dawson had barely recovered from the shock before he asked for a popular name for a dog, and you answered, "Poodle." Your family stood there, helpless, watching their hopes slip away. Dawson asked you for an animal that could kill a man. What made you say "gorilla," Jim? And when he asked you for something that flies, and your first guess ("bird") matched your wife's, did you honestly think that the next best response would be "bat"? How many people out of a hundred did you think would have come up with "bat"?

I can tell you how many did, Jim. Zero. In fact, none of the hundred people they asked gave answers that matched yours in the slightest, except for the "word or phrase you hear in a game of poker," where twelve other people said "full house." 12 points total, Jim. You and your wife together didn't even break 100. How does it feel to be such a failure? I have to say, Jim, I've seen some pretty stupid people on The Feud, but your responses were so moronic they defy description. I guess you must be about sixty years old by now—that is, if you survived the ride home with your angry and humiliated family members. I hope you feel the oppressive shame of your stupidity every single day. I hope you see the disappointment in your wife's eyes whenever you bend down to kiss her. I hope, whenever Game Show Network reruns that episode of Feud, your friends call you to remind you. I imagine you forcing a laugh—"Haha, 'hamburglar,' yeah, that's pretty funny"—and then hanging up and breaking down in tears. You cost your family a lot of money, Jim. I hope you're satisfied.

Sincerely,
MW
MUSIC

Best Records of the 90's (A Sample)
Pitchforkmedia.com

Tom Waits
Bone Machine
[Island; 1992]
When all the grandpaboys made their death-is-coming-to-get-me albums in the 1990s (Reed's Magic & Loss, Dylan's Time Out of Mind, et al) only one of them didn't go all selfish. Tom Waits told transcendent, cinematic stories set in barns, colosseums, nursing homes, bars and temperamental oceans from the viewpoints of religious alcoholics, hairy-chested ex-cons, embittered nonagenarians, jilted Ophelias and would-be suicides. Waits' wails were lizardly and warm throughout; Bone contains the finest showcase of his Frank-Oz-meets-Francisco-Goya pipes.
Although it's a mystic love song, "Earth Died Screaming" was scary enough to turn the staunchest global-warming skeptic into an environmentalist. No existential ballroom could clear its floor without Ralph Carney's mournful woodwinds accenting "Dirt in the Ground". The myths of Christ, Lucifer, Sleepy Hollow and Johnny Cash blend on the chiller "Black Wings", which suggested that saviors are born out of gossip. Joey Ramone would go on to cover "I Don't Wanna Grow Up", and Waits would go on to outlive the beautiful bastard. If you don't weep to the twilit sendoff "Who Are You", then I must ask who the hell you think you are; of course, the chorus' question could easily be turned on its consummate-actor source. Waits, Beck and Radiohead form the trifecta proving that the "Best Alternative" Grammy can get something right, but only Waits fisted every Yankee idiom into a stain-pocked opera gown.

Portishead
Dummy
[Go! Discs; 1994]
I put on Dummy recently, expecting it to have aged miserably. In fact, it almost seems fresher now than it did nearly a decade ago, when it defined trip-hop for the mainstream, merging the eerie darkness of Massive Attack with hard-edged, sludgy hip-hop beats. The album still vividly evokes gritty alleyways and urban black holes, Beth Gibbons' languid torch croon dripping like ether over warm, crackly vinyl and shadowy guitar. Her longing, sensual lyrics were ripe with forbidden sexuality, but the tightly mic'd, ominous instrumentation and close, whispered vocals oozed claustrophobia. In 1994, this album's seismic blast rippled across the globe from a Bristol epicenter, influencing a legion of leaders and followers to spin their own dark webs; that it's one of the few trip-hop statements that still shatters preconceptions today merely proves how forward thinking it really was.

Air
Moon Safari
[Astralwerks; 1998]
Air should be ashamed of themselves. Thanks to albums like Moon Safari, international stereotypes of Frenchmen as nothing more than muss-haired playboys stroking a woman with one hand and an analog synth with the other are forever reinforced. Oh sure, some will tell you that they're merely reflecting the society that birthed them, and that the hyping of the Frug Life is the only way off the hard streets of Nice or Cannes. It's possible to praise the album for its skillful positioning at the intersection of electronics and organics, gracefully balancing on the border of adult contemporary at moments and composing underwater Moog symphonies at others. You can probably even credit Air for bringing the vocoder back into style-- especially if you're Cher. But by creating an album infamous for being the best makeout album of the decade, Air has done a great disservice to their country, portraying all Frenchmen as nothing more than oversexed Champagne-swigging keyboard players. Va te faire!

R.E.M.
Automatic for the People
[Warner Bros; 1992]
Growing up in Atlanta, worshiping R.E.M. was a requisite. Naturally, as a supposed punk transplant preteen from New Jersey, I forced myself to hate them. Chemistry, 1991, the blonde girl in the front row turns around to get my vote in her Georgia Rock survey: "R.E.M. or Drivin' N' Cryin'?" Looking back, it's preposterous to even see the two bandnames together. The reason being Automatic for the People. Remove it from their discography, and R.E.M. would go from mixed-bag major label over-attempts to fumbled hard rock. In other words, they wouldn't even be around today, and "Losing My Religion" would track between "Fly Me Courageous" and "Keep Your Hands to Yourself" on Now That's What I Called the 80s XI: DiXIe & The Stone Mountain Laser Show. The dark "Drive" completely reframed the band in my Fugazi-tinted eyes as dark and troubled, and it was an sparse, acoustic ballad. This opener led what was the most mature, rich, and rococo record of the decade-- a work necessary for every cellar, waiting to be pulled up when the biased bullshit of adolescence has passed.

Magnetic Fields
69 Love Songs
[Merge; 1999]
Chuck D once claimed that love is a minimal subject, sex for profit. Thankfully, the cynical and oft-described misanthropic Magnetic Fields leader Stephen Merritt doesn't agree. What's more, "spineless" and "mindless" are a couple of adjectives that could hardly describe Merritt's audacious, ambitious pet project, the triple-disc 69 Love Songs. These songs, ranging from deft genre exercises to Merritt's expertly crafted takes on electropop and the classic American songbook, demonstrated a rich melange of wit, intellect, and craft rarely found in modern guitar pop. Some, such as the near perfect "Asleep and Dreaming", function as traditional love songs, but many of Merritt's tales aren't about sexual fulfillment or happy endings. (Hell, most love songs don't even have happy endings-- some of them just have endings, and still others never even had beginnings.) Merritt also realizes that love-- romantic or otherwise-- isn't only felt in extremes, and over the course of his magnum opus, he also frequently captures the absurdity, beauty, and pain of love in its more ephemeral and fleeting incarnations, a feat mirrored by the record's restlessness and eclecticism. So, sorry, Chuck: Not all love songs are selling sex for profit. Some are pitching passion, hope, lust, frustration, and redemption. These are 69 of them.

Beastie Boys
Check Your Head
[Grand Royal; 1992]
I have no problem admitting that when Check Your Head first came out, it was my favorite record ever. Well, times have changed but there's little doubt that it's one of a handful of albums from the 1990s almost everyone can agree is a classic. By the time Check Your Head was released, the Beasties had something of a reputation for radically changing their sound with each release, and this album didn't disappoint. Their fusion of blaxploitation funk, hardcore punk and old-school rap was almost unprecedented; songs like "Funky Boss", "Gratitude" and "So What'cha Want" couldn't have been made by anyone else. Co-producer Mario Caldato, Jr. wrapped the entire thing in vintage, analog haze as the Boys went off on any funky tangent that hit them. They enlisted Biz Markie to wax eloquently about themselves, and then obliterated him with a hardcore cover of Sly Stone's "Time for Livin'"; they got all retro with the Santana instrumentals, then let MCA deliver arguably their best rap in "Professor Booty". Check Your Head not only established The Beastie Boys as Gen-X ambassadors of cool, it also opened the door to a whole school of post-modern, hip-pop (Beck, anyone?). Furthermore, like all their best stuff, it sounds as fresh today as when it was made.

Wilco
Summerteeth
[Reprise; 1999]
After four years, it's difficult to believe that there are still people who pine for Wilco's early alt-country days. But sure enough, these people are out there, refusing to see the quiet, almost accidental genius of Summerteeth, the album that saw Jeff Tweedy cement himself as a master of poetic imagery and the band come into their own as craftsmen. The record unfolds like a series of epics in miniature-- the elegantly worded domestic drama of "She's a Jar", the dreamscape menace of "Via Chicago", the orchestral uncertainty of "Pieholden Suite"-- evoking an America full of people struggling, but always somehow clinging to hope. Tweedy's world of ashtrays, imperfect love and longing was uncomfortably inviting, and somehow, even the band's wrong notes sounded perfect on this unconsciously, unfailingly brilliant album.

Liz Phair
Exile in Guyville
[Matador; 1993]
Alright, so I'll just come right out and say it: It's been all downhill for Liz since this one. Nevertheless, I don't see her predilection for slickness and radio-courting as the true engine of her decline-- even if Exile's gauze-thin sound suits her better (remember that Brad Wood and Casey Rice were practically The Matrix of mid-90s alterna-rock). Rather, what seems to have faded is Phair's translational gift, giving the sausage party that is the indie scene a rare taste of estrogen, sugar-coated with mid-fi packaging. Beneath the overanalyzed potty-mouthed surface of songs like "Fuck and Run", "The Divorce Song" and "Flower" were relationship testimonials that offered a flipside to the woe-is-me posturing of indie's many passive-sensitive gents, while also impressively maintaining an audience balanced along gender lines. That she's moved on is hardly a crime, but Exile fortunately remains a feminine counterbalance to the current wave of tattooed acoustic self-loathers.

Björk
Homogenic
[Elektra; 1997]
Björk's evolution into starchild siren was pretty surprising given her predisposition for flighty, often jarring musical juxtapositions. Homogenic was arguably her first fully formed statement as a passionate, forward-thinking ambassador to electronic pop. I'm reminded of her spiritual godmother Kate Bush's 1985 release Hounds of Love, in the way Homogenic fuses state-of-the-art production techniques with its protagonist's idiosyncratic song forms and instantly distinctive alto call. The mysterious, punchy impressionism of "Hunter", spacey new age of "All Neon Like", and malleable, beatless wonder of "All Is Full of Love" are just a few examples of the album's compassionate, slightly off-center romanticism. LFO's Mark Bell produced many of the tracks and he gives Homogenic a futuristic tinge despite trading the florescence of Björk's previous efforts a wider pallet of pastels. Only on the experimental house of "Pluto" does she step out from her cocoon in a fit of rage, although even then an air of intrigue envelops the track. Homogenic, living up to its title, is one of the most perfectly formed records of any era, and it is entirely possible that Björk will never approach this level of consistently enrapturing beauty again.


My brother, Duncan (August 1, 2003)

11.24.2003

FOOD

Susur Lee's Chinese BBQ Pork Tenderloin

Ingredients:
4 8-9 oz. pork tenderloins
3 tbsp. maple syrup
Marinade
1/2 cup maple syrup
1 celery stalk (diced)
1 medium carrot (diced)
1 medium Spanish onion (diced)
1 tbsp. fresh ginger minced
1/4 cup coriander chopped
1 tsp. crushed black peppercorn
1 tbsp. dry sherry or masala
1 tbsp. sesame oil
4 tbsp. soya sauce

• Combine all ingredients in a bowl, add pork, refrigerate and marinate for two days.
• Remove and scrape. (Reserve marinade.)
• Brush pork with maple syrup and grill on each side over medium heat for approx. 15 min. per side, or roast in a 375 oven for 25 min.

Reduction sauce
1/4 tsp orange zest
3 oranges
1 lemon
2 bulbs shallots diced fine
5-6 drops Japanese style chili oil

Reduction sauce:
• Using a fine strainer, strain juice from marinade. Squeeze juice of oranges and lemon into the marinade.
• Add shallots and stir until sauce begins to thicken.
• Add the chili oil and zest. Serve over the tenderloins.
WINE

Yvon Mau Merlot 2002 ($7.95, product No. 336743). This medium-bodied winner from the south of France actually tastes like real merlot, which you don't often find for under $15. It boasts a ripe, smoky-plum and berry core, smooth texture and impressive balance.

Yvon Mau Colombard Chardonnay ($7.95, No. 627265) is another big surprise, light and bright, offering up refreshing flavours of green apple, citrus and pear and finishes crisp and clean.

Spinelli Quartana Montepulciano d'Abruzzo ($6.60, No. 454629) keeps going from strength to strength. The 2001 vintage, now on the shelves, was a marked improvement over the 2000 vintage, more modern, fresh and fruit-forward in style, with light-to-medium body, fairly smooth texture and a bright, dry finish.

Farnese Sangiovese Daunia 2002 ($6.95, No. 512327) is a surprisingly flavourful Chianti-like red, with hints of cherry, mushroom and spice.

Tribal Sauvignon Blanc Colombard 2002 from South Africa ($6.95, No. 623694), light, bright and citrusy with a moderately silky texture.
POLITICS
Paul Martin (The Economist):

PAUL MARTIN'S long wait, impatiently endured, to become Canada's next prime minister is almost over. On November 14th he was crowned as leader of the governing Liberal Party, with the vote of 94% of the delegates at a convention. Four days later Jean Chrétien, the present prime minister, abandoned his long effort to thwart his former finance minister and unreconciled rival. He agreed to hand over on December 12th, rather than hang on into the new year as he had planned. After more than a year of enforced circumspection, Mr Martin is at last able to say how he wants to change Canada. He will put more effort than Mr Chrétien into good relations with George Bush's administration in the United States, and with provincial premiers at home. Mr Martin, a 65-year-old former businessman, is hardly a new face. But he will do his best to convince voters, in an election expected by next summer, that he represents a fresh start. He will spend the next three weeks forming a cabinet, which is likely to include only a minority of Mr Chrétien's ministers. To provide momentum for the election, he may postpone by a fortnight or more the recall of Parliament (prorogued by Mr Chrétien last week until January 12th), and thus of the Speech from the Throne containing his legislative plans.

Mr Chrétien, a man of working-class origins who plays politics by his instincts, curbed government deficits, took a tough line on separatism in French-speaking Quebec, opposed the war in Iraq, got on badly with George Bush, and embraced such measures as decriminalising drugs and legalising homosexual marriage. Now Mr Martin is expected to lean back to the right. During the leadership campaign, he defined himself partly by his silences on issues such as gay marriage, the Kyoto protocol on climate change (ratified by Mr Chrétien), and cultural nationalism. But he has been explicit about the importance of improving Canada's rather uneasy relations with the United States.

A 16-page policy paper released after the convention sets as a priority “attending to the security of our shared geography and common border”. This will involve developing a domestic security framework to co-ordinate the armed forces, police, intelligence and other agencies to deal with threats of terrorism—in effect a counterpart to America's Department of Homeland Security. Mr Martin plans a special cabinet committee to oversee Canadian-American relations, which he will chair. A 50-strong group of Canadian and American military commanders is already making plans to co-operate against possible terrorist threats ranging from nuclear bombs on container ships to attacks on power grids. These plans may include an integrated maritime command. But Mr Martin has ruled out a joint immigration policy for border security. The other thing he wants to change is federal-provincial relations, always a battleground in Canada. Mr Chrétien kept a wary distance from the provincial premiers. Mr Martin's first act as party leader was to fly to Saskatchewan to meet them all. They backed a planned national health council. The election this year of Liberal governments in Quebec and Ontario helps co-operation. So does the promise by Mr Chrétien of dollops of new money for health care, a headache for the provinces. Mr Martin's soft-pedalling over implementation of the Kyoto protocol goes down well with Ralph Klein, the abrasive Conservative premier of oil-rich Alberta.

Mr Martin has also hinted at ways in which he may try to please his party's left. Whereas Mr Chrétien often bullied his parliamentary caucus, the new leader promises more debate, and more free votes, to address a “democratic deficit” in Parliament. He invited Bono, a rock singer, to speak to the Liberal convention, and seems to favour his pleas for further debt relief and increased aid for Africa. The big test will be how Mr Martin handles competing demands on the public finances. As finance minister, he cut taxes and the federal debt. He is pledged to do more of both. But he would find it hard to reverse increased health spending, even if he wanted to. He also wants to help Canada's cities, whose roads and services are deteriorating, by turning over to them a generous slice of petrol-tax revenue. Plenty of contradictions lie ahead for the new leader. How he handles them will decide whether his premiership is merely a bland coda to Mr Chrétien's decade of dominance, or opens a vigorous new era of Liberal-led reform.
MUSIC

A Song Familiar Like a Look: Ron Sexsmith's Lebanon, Tennessee:
by S. Aulenback (McSweeneys.net)

You know the way a person's face looks, when they talk about a place they plan to move to. You can see them seeing their whole new perfect life in that place. It's practically playing behind their eyes like a movie, like a Frank Capra movie. I've seen a lot of those looks — I grew up in a pretty poor place, a place that many people end up having to leave in order to find work. I've seen that look on the faces of my friends, I've seen it on the faces of my parents, and on my brother's face, I've seen it on my husband's face, and I know that they've all seen it on mine. Ron Sexsmith's wistful, beautiful, hopeful, hopeless song "Lebanon, Tennessee" sounds just like that look:

I'm going down to Lebanon, Tennessee
From where I stand, it's as good a place as any
I don't know anybody there and
Nobody knows me
There'll be a job in Lebanon, Tennessee
I'll work on a farm, I'll work in some factory
And I'll buy myself a home down there
You can get one pretty cheap

Get off the bus on the border of town
Head in from the East
Walk into a bar, take a seat in the corner
Be a man of mystery.

So far, so good. It seems possible. You want it to happen for this guy, you believe that it can and that it will, even if it hasn't really happened the way everyone expected it to for your friends, or for your family, or for you. But this guy, this guy sounds like he's got a chance. And then, of course, comes the catch. Because there's always a catch and it's always the same one. The place this guy plans to move to isn't just a different place; it's a whole different world:

Folks don't treat you mean in Lebanon, Tennessee
But like a human being, they'll take you in off the street
They'll bring you in their home down there
And give you something to eat
I'm going down to Lebanon, Tennessee.

And now you know why this guy sounds so sad. He's going, though. He's really going. And you want him to. And if you were from where I'm from, and if he were sitting across the kitchen table talking to you about this place with that look on his face — a look like a familiar song — you'd reach out and put your hands over his folded ones, like the two of you were keeping something safe inside there. And you'd smile and you'd nod and you'd tell him that it sure sounds good.

On Elvis Costello's "Alison"
by AD Hoover

I once expressed to a friend my desire to be able to erase from my memory all of my favorite songs so that I might have the experience of hearing them again for the first time. It seemed to me that if I listened to a song I loved too often, I ran the risk of wearing it out. I was afraid that eventually it wouldn't move me in quite the same way. I would still want, maybe even need, to hear it, but the level of emotional intensity simply wouldn't be as high. With every listen, I would be looking for the magic and it would be gone. The passion would be traded for a friendly laugh, some small talk, and a pleasant goodbye until I felt like meeting up again. I have come to realize this is not so with the really great songs, the ones that are new every time, the true loves. It is certainly not so with "Alison."

Every time is the first time with "Alison." Always tender, always awkward, always violent. It is impossible not to be lured in by the opening bars. She's swaying in the corner, looking unimpressed, wondering if he's going to come over and ask her how she's been. I try to walk away, change the station, press stop on the player. I can't ever resist her, even though I know it would be easier that way. The drumbeat is quiet and steady, the guitar riffs small, beautiful embellishments. Elvis Costello's voice is the perfect blend of compassion and haughtiness. At first glance, she's all sexy slow dances, dresses removed by other men, a string of imagined lovers accepted and rejected while he stood apart. Costello and his backing band get fired up. Cymbals crash, another voice joins in.

A lifetime flashes by while he's speaking to her. Years pass in moments between the chorus and the second verse. Memories are relived, anger and jealousy and the saddest kind of love dredged up. No matter how many times I sing along, I always think I've missed some lines. Youth and sexiness have been traded for anguished reflection. It doesn't get much more haunting than the image of "pretty fingers lying in the wedding cake." And now maybe she's going on about whatever, in that way the most intimate strangers sometimes do, and he just wants her to shut the hell up. When Costello sings, "Sometimes I wish that I could STOP you from talking when I hear the silly things that you say," all the background sound drops away, and that "STOP" slaps me in the face. Without fail, I flinch, stung but also grateful. I couldn't take anymore either.

As Costello murmurs "my aim is true" repeatedly over the guitar fade, I have envisioned a number of things happening—a man reaching out to touch her face, throwing his head back and crying her name, getting down on his knees and begging, or pulling a gun from his jacket. At the song's close, I am left torn up, disappointed that it's over, and longing to know what comes next. I've fallen for "Alison," too, and I hate her for leaving us this way.
TRAVEL




Tower on W. 57th, New York City (February 2002)

TRAVEL



Window: The Maheno, Fraser Island, Queensland, Australia (April 13, 2003)

11.22.2003

BOOKS

The Romantic
By Barbara Gowdy

This is a book about love in its most brutal incarnation — unrequited. It takes us back to the earlier Gowdy of Falling Angels — punchy, black-humored prose that had you in stitches while it pricked you in the heart. It's a masterful accomplishment to be able to convey the absence of something rather than its presence, as is the ability to explore heartache while skillfully avoiding melodrama. Gowdy accomplishes this through humour, but more profoundly by touching a nerve, the one that knows we've all been there, wanting, in one way or another.

Hey Nostradamus!
By Douglas Coupland

Given his fascination with yearning in all its achy-breaky guises, it's no wonder Douglas Coupland opens in a high-school cafeteria. Blandly likable Cheryl, one of the book's narrators, secretly married and pregnant, increasingly spiritual and decreasingly religious, dies on that cafeteria floor, killed à la Columbine by three Grade 11 "geeks lost in a stew of paranoia, role-playing games, military dreams and sexual rejection." Coupland is as morally engaged, every bit as critical of the compromises and concessions we make as we grow older as in the 1998 novel Girlfriend in a Coma.

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time
By Mark Haddon

If Sherlock Holmes were a 15-year-old autistic kid in Swindon, could he overcome his fear of strangers to investigate the death of a neighbourhood poodle? Could chaos theory and prime numbers help him do it? And if he uncovered a dangerous deception, how would he survive? In British writer Mark Haddon's debut novel, an unlikely hero takes us on a strange and provoking adventure, complete with murder, mystery and math. The narrator, Christopher, is always surprising, frequently hilarious, timely and inspiring.

The Good Doctor
By Damon Galgut

South African Damon Galgut's fifth novel was shortlisted for this year's Man Booker Prize. It is set in a recent past underlaid by the not-so-distant legacy of the old South African regime and the moral quicksand it left behind. Tragic and brilliant, an anti-bildungsroman and anti-romance with its failures of self-knowledge and human connection, The Good Doctor is informed by the alienation of Albert Camus, and deeply resonant with Thomas Mann's moral interrogations of politics and society.

11.21.2003

MUSIC

The Flaming Lips

"Assassination of the Sun" -- sings of millions of stars forming into a sun and machines that churn out pain, a breezy rolling drum break drives the song forward alongside floating piano chords and wiry bucolic guitar lines.

"I'm a Fly in a Sunbeam (Following the Funeral Procession of a Stranger)" and the interstellar sex romp "Sunship Balloons" equally make good on the meticulously layered, languid atmospherics and anime-inspired, metaphysical pop promise.

"A Change at Christmas (Say It Isn't So)"

11.19.2003

MUSIC
Songs to Listen to Today:

Man of the Hour - Pearl Jam
A Girl like me - Desert Sessions
Pitseleh - Elliott Smith
Moses (Live 2003) - Coldplay
Skanky Panky - Kid Koala
Joga - Bjork
Fruits of my Labor - Lucinda Williams
Feelin' Good - Nina Simone
The Last Thing That You Said - Chris Brown, Kate Fenner
MUSIC
Two Suggested CDs

1
Alone in Kyoto - Air
Black is the Colour of my True Love's Hair - Nina Simone
Buckets of Rain - Vic Chesnutt
Carry me Ohio - Sun Kil Moon
Did I Say - Teenage Fanclub
Diver Boy - Natalie Merchant
Everything Reminds Me of Her - Elliott Smith
Friend of Mine - Liz Phair
Gathering Flowers - Blood Oranges
Gentle Moon - Sun Kil Moon
Greeting Card Aisle - Sarah Harmer
Hang down your Head - Lucinda Williams
Here's that Rainy Day - Astrud Gilberto
Land of Milk and Honey - Luther Wrong and Sarah Harmer
Lately - Lucinda Williams
Little Digger - Liz Phair

2
Never Say Goodbye - Bob Dylan
November - Azure Ray
Poet Game - Ani DiFranco
Pure and Easy - The Dining Rooms
Save it for a Rainy Day - Jayhawks
Say a little Prayer - Shawn Colvin
Summer Evening - Gillian Welch
Sweet Song - Blur
The Drinks that we drank last night - Azure Ray
The Driving Wheel - Cowboy Junkies
Tonight I Think I'm Gonna Go Downtown - Flatlanders
Under Control - Strokes
Want - Rufus Wainwright
Water from the same source - Rachel's
Wurlitzer Prize - Norah Jones

Greeting Card Aisle (Sarah Harmer)
I see a twinkling in the window like a sparkle on the snow
Hovering to see if I can see you come and go
I came down the dark road arms under my coat
And my breath is nearly freezing my eyes closed
The car that dropped me off,
did it turn around?
And watch me walk the long way down
Past the glow of town like the setting sun
Horizons alive with electric light and hum
Were you standing in the greeting card aisle when you called me up
And held me to the end of your long line?
Have you got me in your bleeding heart file next to lady love?
Well this light of your life has drawn the blind
There was something about the handwriting that made me keep every scrap
Something about the way that the eyes looked away at the last
I've kept something burning on the sill real low
But now I don't know
Were you standing in the greeting card aisle when you called me up
And held me to the end of your long line?
Have you got me in your bleeding heart file next to lady love?
Well this light of your life has drawn the blind
The wind from the river will swirl like a scream and wrap itself 'round you
There may be a friend somewhere down the road but from here you have to walk it out alone
'Cause you were standing in the greeting card aisle when you called me up
And held me to the end of your long line
And you've got me in your bleeding heart file next to Lady Love
And this light of your life will not shine twice
This light has drawn the blind

11.18.2003

BOOKS
Complications: A Surgeon's Notes on an Imperfect Science by Atul Gawande

Carefully dismantling the myth of medical infallibility, Dr. Atul Gawande's Complications acknowledges that medical professionals make mistakes, learn on the job, and improvise much of their technique and self-confidence. Gawande's tales are humane and passionate reminders that doctors are people, too. His prose is thoughtful and engaging, shifting from sometimes painful stories of suffering patients (including his own child) to intriguing suggestions for improving medicine with the same care he expresses in the surgical theater. Some of his ideas will make health care providers nervous or even angry, but his disarming style, confessional tone, and thoughtful arguments should win over most readers. Complications is a book with heart and an excellent bedside manner, celebrating rather than berating doctors for being merely human.
FOOD

APPLE BUTTERNUT SQUASH SOUP

2 tablespoons (1/4 stick) butter
1 large onion, chopped
1/2 teaspoon ground nutmeg
4 1/4 pounds butternut squash, peeled, seeded, cut into 1-inch cubes
4 1/4 cups (or more) vegetable broth
1 Gala apple, peeled, cored, diced
1/2 cup apple juice
Light sour cream
Chopped fresh chives
Melt butter in large pot over medium-high heat. Add onion and nutmeg; sauté until onion begins to brown, about 5 minutes. Add squash, 4 1/4 cups broth, apple, and apple juice. Bring to boil; reduce heat and simmer uncovered until squash and apple are tender, about 30 minutes. Working in batches, puree soup in blender until smooth. Return soup to pot. Season to taste with salt and pepper.
Bring soup to simmer, thinning with more broth if desired. Ladle soup into bowls. Garnish with sour cream and chives.
Makes 8 servings.
FILM
Lost in Translation: Online Review

The Japanese phrase mono no aware, is a bittersweet reference to the transience of life. It came to mind as I was watching "Lost in Translation," which is sweet and sad at the same time it is sardonic and funny. Bill Murray and Scarlett Johansson play two lost souls rattling around a Tokyo hotel in the middle of the night, who fall into conversation about their marriages, their happiness and the meaning of it all. These conversations can really only be held with strangers. We all need to talk about metaphysics, but those who know us well want details and specifics; strangers allow us to operate more vaguely on a cosmic scale. When the talk occurs between two people who could plausibly have sex together, it gathers a special charge: you can only say "I feel like I've known you for years" to someone you have not known for years. Funny, how your spouse doesn't understand the bittersweet transience of life as well as a stranger encountered in a hotel bar. Especially if drinking is involved. Murray plays Bob Harris, an American movie star in Japan to make commercials for whiskey. "Do I need to worry about you, Bob?" his wife asks over the phone. "Only if you want to," he says. She sends him urgent faxes about fabric samples. Johansson plays Charlotte, whose husband John is a photographer on assignment in Tokyo. She visits a shrine and then calls a friend in America to say, "I didn't feel anything." Then she blurts out: "I don't know who I married."

She's in her early 20s, Bob's in his 50s. This is the classic set-up for a May-November romance, since in the mathematics of celebrity intergenerational dating you can take five years off the man's age for every million dollars of income. But "Lost in Translation" is too smart and thoughtful to be the kind of movie where they go to bed and we're supposed to accept that as the answer. Sofia Coppola, who wrote and directed, doesn't let them off the hook that easily. They share something as personal as their feelings rather than something as generic as their genitals. These are two wonderful performances. Bill Murray has never been better. He doesn't play "Bill Murray" or any other conventional idea of a movie star, but invents Bob Harris from the inside out, as a man both happy and sad with his life -- stuck, but resigned to being stuck. Marriage is not easy for him, and his wife's voice over the phone is on autopilot. But he loves his children. They are miracles, he confesses to Charlotte. Not his children specifically, but -- children. He is very tired, he is doing the commercials for money and hates himself for it, he has a sense of humor and can be funny, but it's a bother. She has been married only a couple of years, but it's clear that her husband thinks she's in the way. Filled with his own importance, flattered that a starlet knows his name, he leaves her behind in the hotel room because -- how does it go? -- he'll be working, and she won't have a good time if she comes along with him. Ingmar Bergman's "Scenes from a Marriage" was about a couple who met years after their divorce and found themselves "in the middle of the night in a dark house somewhere in the world." That's how Bob and Charlotte seem to me. Most of the time nobody knows where they are, or cares, and their togetherness is all that keeps them both from being lost and alone. They go to karaoke bars and drug parties, pachinko parlors and, again and again, the hotel bar. They wander Tokyo, an alien metropolis to which they lack the key. They don't talk in the long literate sentences of the characters in "Before Sunrise," but in the weary understatements of those who don't have the answers.

Now from all I've said you wouldn't guess the movie is also a comedy, but it is. Basically it's a comedy of manners -- Japan's, and ours. Bob Harris goes everywhere surrounded by a cloud of white-gloved women who bow and thank him for -- allowing himself to be thanked, I guess. Then there's the director of the whiskey commercial, whose movements for some reason reminded me of Cab Calloway performing "Minnie the Moocher." And the hooker sent up to Bob's room, whose approach is melodramatic and archaic; she has obviously not studied the admirable Japanese achievements in porno. And the B-movie starlet (Anna Faris), intoxicated with her own wonderfulness. In these scenes there are opportunities for Murray to turn up the heat under his comic persona. He doesn't. He always stays in character. He is always Bob Harris, who could be funny, who could be the life of the party, who could do impressions in the karaoke bar and play games with the director of the TV commercial, but doesn't -- because being funny is what he does for a living, and right now he is too tired and sad to do it for free. Except ... a little. That's where you see the fine-tuning of Murray's performance. In a subdued, fond way, he gives us wry faint comic gestures, as if to show what he could do, if he wanted to. Well, I loved this movie. I loved the way Coppola and her actors negotiated the hazards of romance and comedy, taking what little they needed and depending for the rest on the truth of the characters. I loved the way Bob and Charlotte didn't solve their problems, but felt a little better anyway. I loved the moment near the end when Bob runs after Charlotte and says something in her ear, and we're not allowed to hear it. We shouldn't be allowed to hear it. It's between them, and by this point in the movie, they've become real enough to deserve their privacy. Maybe he gave her his phone number. Or said he loved her. Or said she was a good person. Or thanked her. Or whispered, "Had we but world enough, and time..." and left her to look up the rest of it.
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Enduring Love by Ian McEwan

Joe Rose has planned a postcard-perfect afternoon in the English countryside to celebrate his lover's return after six weeks in the States. To complete the picture, there's even a "helium balloon drifting dreamily across the wooded valley." But as Joe and Clarissa watch the balloon touch down, their idyll comes to an abrupt end. The pilot catches his leg in the anchor rope, while the only passenger, a boy, is too scared to jump down. As the wind whips into action, Joe and four other men rush to secure the basket. Mother Nature, however, isn't feeling very maternal. "A mighty fist socked the balloon in two rapid blows, one-two, the second more vicious than the first," and at once the rescuers are airborne. Joe manages to drop to the ground, as do most of his companions, but one man is lifted sky-high, only to fall to his death.
In itself, the accident would change the survivors' lives, filling them with an uneasy combination of shame, happiness, and endless self-reproach. (In one of the novel's many ironies, the balloon eventually lands safely, the boy unscathed.) But fate has far more unpleasant things in store for Joe. Meeting the eye of fellow rescuer Jed Parry, for example, turns out to be a very bad move. For Jed is instantly obsessed, making the first of many calls to Joe and Clarissa's London flat that very night. Soon he's openly shadowing Joe and writing him endless letters. (One insane epistle begins, "I feel happiness running through me like an electrical current. I close my eyes and see you as you were last night in the rain, across the road from me, with the unspoken love between us as strong as steel cable.") Worst of all, Jed's version of love comes to seem a distortion of Joe's feelings for Clarissa.

Apart from the incessant stalking, it is the conditionals--the contingencies--that most frustrate Joe, a scientific journalist. If only he and Clarissa had gone straight home from the airport... If only the wind hadn't picked up... If only he had saved Jed's 29 messages in a single day... Ian McEwan has long been a poet of the arbitrary nightmare, his characters ineluctably swept up in others' fantasies, skidding into deepening violence, and--worst of all--becoming strangers to those who love them. Even his prose itself is a masterful and methodical exercise in defamiliarization. But Enduring Love and its underrated predecessor, Black Dogs, are also meditations on knowledge and perception as well as brilliant manipulations of our own expectations. By the novel's end, you will be surprisingly unafraid of hot-air balloons, but you won't be too keen on looking a stranger in the eye.
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Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time

Christopher Boone, the autistic 15-year-old narrator of this revelatory novel, relaxes by groaning and doing math problems in his head, eats red-but not yellow or brown-foods and screams when he is touched. Strange as he may seem, other people are far more of a conundrum to him, for he lacks the intuitive "theory of mind" by which most of us sense what's going on in other people's heads. When his neighbor's poodle is killed and Christopher is falsely accused of the crime, he decides that he will take a page from Sherlock Holmes (one of his favorite characters) and track down the killer. As the mystery leads him to the secrets of his parents' broken marriage and then into an odyssey to find his place in the world, he must fall back on deductive logic to navigate the emotional complexities of a social world that remains a closed book to him. In the hands of first-time novelist Haddon, Christopher is a fascinating case study and, above all, a sympathetic boy: not closed off, as the stereotype would have it, but too open-overwhelmed by sensations, bereft of the filters through which normal people screen their surroundings. Christopher can only make sense of the chaos of stimuli by imposing arbitrary patterns ("4 yellow cars in a row made it a Black Day, which is a day when I don't speak to anyone and sit on my own reading books and don't eat my lunch and Take No Risks"). His literal-minded observations make for a kind of poetic sensibility and a poignant evocation of character. Though Christopher insists, "This will not be a funny book. I cannot tell jokes because I do not understand them," the novel brims with touching, ironic humor. The result is an eye-opening work in a unique and compelling literary voice.
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Review: Sun Kil Moon "Ghosts of the Great Highway"
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It may seem strange to characterize any album involving Mark Kozelek as "revealing", but Ghosts of the Great Highway is precisely that. Kozelek, not for the first time in his career, shares a side of himself that is both absorbing and affecting. While it bears an obvious and unwavering resemblance to the rest of his work, Ghosts of the Great Highway easily ranks among the very best of Kozelek's dense discography, and it seems fair to suggest that it will become the measuring stick against which any future non-Red House Painters material is compared.
A series of solo releases, varying in form from vinyl-only EPs to AC/DC cover albums, have satisfied Kozelek's growing number of diehard (if not bookish) followers, but Ghosts of the Great Highway is the first full-length, full-band recording from the songwriter since 2000's Old Ramon. Thankfully, the group standing behind the moniker Sun Kil Moon (which includes Red House Painters mainstay, drummer Anthony Koutsos) succeeds in giving long-time fans more of exactly what they've come to expect, while also developing the sound in a direction that should open this brand of blackened balladry to a wider audience.

Red House Painters songs have always been emotional affairs, but there is a nakedness to Sun Kil Moon that suggests that Kozelek is more comfortable in this skin. His remarkable and instantly recognizable voice has been given less of a leading role in the mix, which has the immediate effect of making the disc sound like a working band rather than a glorified solo project. Through references to family and friends in both his native Ohio and his adopted hometown of San Francisco -- which humanizes the often intimidating figure Kozelek cuts in person and on stage -- there is a noble humility at work here that is very endearing. Numerous textural elements take a place front and center in the arrangements, as sweeping strings and chiming glockenspiel appear on several tracks and fully flesh out the romanticism of the compositions.

"Gentle Moon" benefits most from this widescreen vision and stands as one of the finest songs Kozelek has penned in his nearly bulletproof career. It is once again intensity that reveals the complexity of each track (albeit gradually), while a toe-tapping sing-along chorus offers us an easy point of entry into the song's world. (Coincidentally, if ever there was a Kozelek tune that seemed destined for some sort of radio recognition and widespread soundtrack circulation, this is it.) The rocker "Salvador Sanchez" is the nearest any Kozelek studio recording has ever come to the riveting intensity of live Red House Painters performances, which seems to say something about the comfort that this new moniker and its membership affords the songwriter. Its partner, the downtempo "Pancho Villa", is the same tune, stripped of the full-band treatment and accenting an altogether different emotional edge -- further testament to Kozelek's ability to recognize the numerous stylistic permutations available at the core of a single tune. An instrumental piece, "Si, Paloma", is a fascinating hybrid of The Tijuana Brass and the most celebratory moments of The Wild Bunch, with crystalline flashes of past Red House Painters melodies. If you listen closely, you'll detect remnants of a classic track from the RHP canon adrift in the sea of Portuguese guitar stylings and kinetic percussion (I just haven't been able to put my figure on which one).

Last, but certainly not least, is a yet another interpretation of "Duk Koo Kim", Kozelek's epic homage to the spirit of a fallen athlete and the impact it had upon his own personal perspective. It remains one of the most finely executed and stirring compositions Kozelek has written, and its inclusion on Ghosts of the Great Highway suggests that Sun Kil Moon is just the beginning of the road back to a place where the songwriter's unique voice and vision are regularly on display.
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Review: The Barbarian Invasions

In “The Decline of the American Empire” (1986), the French-Canadian writer-director Denys Arcand created a companionable erotic fiction. A group of university intellectuals gathered at a lakeside house outside Montreal for a weekend of food, gossip, and sex. These academic folk—the women as well as the men—were ebullient talkers and boasters who loved to fool around. Rémy (Rémy Girard), a boisterous philanderer, was at the center of the group, surrounded by his wife, two of his former mistresses, and male friends both straight and gay. In Arcand’s new film, “The Barbarian Invasions,” Rémy, now in his fifties, is dying of cancer in a Quebec hospital. His wife, fed up with his unending infidelities, threw him out years ago, but she still guards his morale, and she summons their son, Sébastien (Stéphane Rousseau), from London to be with his father. The two men, it turns out, don’t get along. As a boy, Sébastien never had much attention from Rémy, and Rémy is furious that Sébastien—a sleek, wealthy investment banker—turned his back on the intellectual passions that animated him and his friends. “If only he would read one book—just one!” Rémy thunders from his bed, and when the two meet they can hardly talk to each other—they break into spitting rages in front of an aghast nun who goes around the hospital handing out holy wafers.

Rather mysteriously, Sébastien—out of loyalty to his mother, perhaps, or suppressed love for his noisy reprobate of a dad—begins to arrange for Rémy’s comfort. In the crowded, state-run hospital, he gets his father a quiet room, bribes some union thugs to spruce it up, and then summons from the four corners of the globe the gang of friends who appeared in “Decline.” The hospital room becomes the site of an ongoing party: sexual memories, bawdy jokes, regrets, and political tirades bang off the walls at all hours. Eventually, the group moves to a house near the one that was the setting for “Decline,” and, as Rémy grapples with the failures and satisfactions of his life, the movie quiets down and ends with great gentleness. “The Barbarian Invasions” might be called an idyll of death. Without excessive sentiment (but without slighting sentiment, either), Arcand does his best to sum up. What was Rémy’s life about? And what can he pass on to the next generation?

Most movies are inarticulate. Arcand’s movies are hyperarticulate. At times, he’s given to a rather facile owlishness, and I’m not quite sure how to take the numerous references to literature and history—are they meant to be signs of erudition or a case of reflexive name-dropping? But it’s obvious that Arcand loves these characters, even though he lets us know that none of them are single-minded and disciplined enough to achieve anything lasting. Their real gift, we gather, is for friendship and for the sort of sexual badinage that is close to infantile but also joyous and ripe. “The Barbarian Invasions” comes out of an intellectual culture more candid, demonstrative, and uninhibited than our own.

Rémy is an old-fashioned Marxist freethinker, an anti-clerical radical humanist who is capable, at death’s door, of berating the sweet-natured nun for Pope Pius XII’s misdeeds during the Second World War. This blathering hedonist has never worked very hard, but he’s not too sorry about it, since he’s always had such a good time. Rotund and bespectacled, he’s the kind of ordinary-looking man who gets women into bed because he loves and needs them so much, and women respond to his flirtatious adoration—he’s a rogue, but easy to forgive. Sébastien, however, who has defined himself in opposition to Rémy, can’t let go of his anger. Stéphane Rousseau is well known in Canada as a standup comic and singer, and he gives a fascinatingly minimal performance as the brilliant young financier. We can’t quite tell what makes Sébastien tick, but we suspect that his resistance to his father’s slovenly appetites has him all balled up, and that he dispels his unhappiness with extraordinary bouts of industry.

Arcand is trying to work out his ambivalent feelings about a world under threat. Is such a world worth passing on or not? Is the empire really “in decline”? The terrorists may have struck the World Trade Center (we see the events on TV), and the next generation doesn’t read (the one genius in this movie about intellectuals never cracks a book). Yet the invading barbarians (both the terrorists and the non-readers) are still a long way from destroying the United States—indeed, the Canadians have to cross the border and go to the heart of the empire just to get first-rate medical treatment. In an oblique way, the movie is a rueful salute to the infinite energies of American capitalism. Rémy the old radical can’t change the world; he never could. But he can change a few of the young barbarians. One of Sébastien’s most humane acts is to befriend a former schoolmate, Nathalie (Marie-Josée Croze), who has become a beautiful, sad-eyed junkie, and she procures a supply of heroin to ease the suffering of Rémy’s final hours. Rémy’s reconciliation with Sébastien, even though we can see it coming, is extremely moving. His connection with Nathalie is more spiritual than emotional; his modest regrets over his pleasantly wasted past link up with her despair over the future. After all the noise and the jokes, Arcand works with exquisite tenderness when he brings these two together, and, at the end, Nathalie is left alone, like Alice in Wonderland, in Rémy’s book-lined study, a room filled with the intellectual treasures of the Western world.

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New Yorker Magazine (J. Updike):

Peter Carey’s new novel, “My Life as a Fake” (Knopf; $24), is so confidently brilliant, so economical yet lively in its writing, so tightly fitted and continuously startling in its plot that something, we feel, must be wrong with it. It ends in a bit of a rush, and left several questions dangling in this reader’s mind. Unfortunately, to spell out those questions would be to betray too much of an intricate fictional construct where little is as it first seems and fantastic developments unfold like scenes on a fragile paper fan. To be brief: the narrator and heroine is Sarah Elizabeth Jane Wode-Douglass, the spinster editor of the London avant-garde journal The Modern Review, who in August of 1985 sits down in Berkshire to recount an adventure that befell her thirteen years before, in Malaysia, when an old friend of her family’s, the poet and novelist John Slater, twenty years her senior, persuaded her to accompany him to Kuala Lumpur for a week. Thus, she writes, she “entered that maze from which, thirteen years later, I have yet to escape.”
At the center of the maze lies an old Australian literary scandal, the so-called McCorkle Hoax, in which, in 1946, an obscure and, because obscure, bitter poet named Christopher Chubb passed off parodic verses of his own as the work of an authentic poet-of-the-people, the imaginary Bob McCorkle. McCorkle is supposedly dead, and his mighty works have been timidly brought forward by his unsophisticated sister. The rough-hewn opus was accepted and published with fanfare by the avant-garde journal Personae, whose editor was a rich Jew who had befriended Chubb, one David Weiss. When Weiss, on the strength of one punning line, was prosecuted for obscenity, Chubb exposed the hoax, humiliating him further; in mid-trial, Weiss died violently, apparently a suicide. Readers up on Australian artistic pranks—born, Slater theorizes, of antipodean cultural insecurity—will recognize the lineaments of the real-life Ern Malley affair, which was perpetrated in 1944, by two skillful anti-modernists, Harold Stewart and James McAuley, victimizing a Melbourne magazine called, believe it or not, Angry Penguins. The editor-victim was Max Harris, who did not die of the hoax but lived to write, in a recollection years later, “I still believe in Ern Malley. . . . I can still close my eyes and conjure up such a person in our streets.” Carey quotes this article of strange faith in an afterword, and it, taken with the epigraph from Mary Shelley’s “Frankenstein,” perhaps gives a sufficient hint of the novel’s animating premise: Bob McCorkle lives.

A native Australian who has been resident for thirteen years in New York City, Carey has used the distance to contemplate and reshape some notable legends of his homeland: his previous novel, the epic, Booker Prize-winning “True History of the Kelly Gang” (2000), retells the tale of Australia’s most famous outlaw, Ned Kelly, in the hero’s touchingly and comically ingenuous voice. The novel before that, “Jack Maggs” (1997), takes an Australian element from Dickens’s “Great Expectations,” the transported convict Magwitch, and enlarges him into an epitome of adopted Australian nationhood. The Australian connection is understandably Carey’s lifeblood, but his inspirations depend, in these three instances, on other texts. He imposes personality upon paper rather than deriving, as novelists more customarily do, a paper work from personal sources. Novels of his that draw directly upon Australian reality, like “Bliss” (1981) and “Oscar and Lucinda” (1988), have a hectic fullness and a fond cruelty reminiscent of Dawn Powell’s novels of her native Ohio. Such brimming, jostling fullness thins a bit as Carey ventures, however nimbly, into the small continent’s historic past. “My Life as a Fake” does more than take its start from a historical literary hoax; its central theme and its dominant metaphor are paper, amid the papery passions of the writers and editors who are its principal characters.

“The tropics are not kind to paper,” Christopher Chubb observes, as the ulcerations of Malaysia eat away at his legs. His lowly position of bike repairer on a “noisy street of Chinese shophouses with the unlikely name of Jalan Campbell” has been achieved at the end of a long chain of heated events having to do with printed words. In a dirty sarong and with close-cropped hair, he makes our narrator think, in her first glance, “of both a prisoner and a monk.” But, like him, Sarah is obsessed by literary greatness; neither money nor love much matters to her. John Slater has stooped to pursue both, and she rather despises him for it; he strikes her in his worldliness as “a large and meaty man.” When Chubb calls her on the telephone, he has “a strange, papery voice,” and she will end, despite Slater’s emphatic advice to the contrary, by listening to that siren voice on and on, transcribing Chubb’s tangled tale as he tells it. Chubb is easier to listen to than to conjure as a physical presence: the corners of his lips are shadowy, and his eyelids and his hands are both “papery.” Even his one suit, old and dirty, comes back from the cleaners paperized: “The process of cleaning had so shocked the fabric that it was now broken on the creases, papery and crumbling in his hand like the wing of a dead butterfly.”

And yet books, at least the sacred volume of McCorkle’s poetry, have an unexpectedly various, organic quality: “It was much heavier than I had expected, and very strange to touch—a peculiar texture, slightly oily in places, scaly in others.” When this book is at last opened and read by our heroine, its contents are visceral: “Whoever he was or had been, Bob McCorkle was indeed a genius. He had ripped up history and nailed it back together with its viscera on the outside, all that glistening green truth showing in the rip marks.” The work puts her in mind of Ezra Pound, the ineffable, unfathomable Pound of the Cantos. She triumphantly claims, “This was worth being born for, this single giddy glimpse, on this high place, with the sound of my own blood singing in my ears.” A book is not just paper but humanity, flesh and blood, as Chubb finds when he comes to nurse the dying master poet: “To be so intimate with Bob McCorkle was disgusting, as unnatural and frightening as holding one’s own vital organs in one’s hands.”
Along with Pound, Milton, and the fictive Ern Malley, Joseph Conrad haunts “My Life as a Fake.” Teeming, torrid Malaysia is “Lord Jim or even worse,” and Chubb, who talks “all day and almost half the night,” resembles Conrad’s dreamily long-winded narrator Marlow. Narratives within narratives uncoil as Malaysia ousts English-language literature at the emotional center of the book. Chubb makes a new friend, the dark, wall-eyed Tamil Kanagaratnam Chomley, called Mulaha, who teaches school and makes a hobby of poisoning. Mulaha’s tale of slaughter and vengeance under the Japanese occupation takes us far afield from the theme of literary fakery and from the pursuit of the white whale McCorkle, who has kidnapped what seems to be Chubb’s infant daughter, sprung from a resourceful, shape-shifting beauty called, when Chubb first meets her, Noussette Markson. (Down, plot!) And, indeed, now that the European colonization of Southeast Asia is a bittersweet memory, preserved in the words of Conrad and Orwell and Graham Greene, who will mediate this vast region for the Western imagination but the Australians? They seize it as their nearest escape from insularity, a vacationland and possible sphere of influence.
Carey’s prose is up to any task he sets it. His novel has many voices: Sarah’s taut blithe fluency, that of an upper-class intellectual; Slater’s bluff, irresistibly British effrontery; Chubb’s defensive meander punctuated with Australian and Malay expressions; Mulaha’s elaborate courtesies; a Chinese-Malaysian woman’s aggressively fractured English—all without benefit of quotation marks. Usually I simply resent deprivation of these helpful, clarifying indicators, but Carey (who didn’t use them in “True History of the Kelly Gang,” either) almost persuades me that human speech, thus unified with the narrative sentences, acquires a certain stateliness, as in the Bible. McCorkle, like the also heroic Ned Kelly, speaks in the near-Biblical accents of a common man whose dignity has been offended:

I continued strolling until I found a café run by a little reffo fellow in a dirty singlet. I got him to make me a chicken-and-lettuce sandwich and a chocolate malted milk. At dusk I returned to Birdsing’s residence. . . . From the middle of his iris beds I could clearly see the accused through his window. He had a bottle of Victoria Bitter and a meat pie for his dinner. I also live alone and know what it is to spend these hours of solitude when I would rather have a wife and baby and the smell of stew bubbling in the pot. But what civilised person can sit down to a meal like this and not pick up a book to read?

Even Sarah, confessing to lesbianism, warms into an innocent lilt: “I shocked her often but delighted her all the more, and there was no part of her that was secret to me.” Chubb, though demoralized by his experience of the word made flesh, brings the odd detail sharply to life:
[Mulaha] was very fierce, very definite, like someone accustomed to giving orders, also like a small bird with fixed ideas. He took out a pen and rapped McCorkle’s nose with it. Carey’s own voice sounds in an arrestingly apt simile: “McCorkle quickly made a bamboo frame on which to lash the naked, mud-caked woman. She was a tiny thing but dense as a bulldog.” Other reviewers of this folded and refolded tale of mental and physical adventure have claimed its moral to be that everyone depicted is a fake. I don’t see this; the characters are as genuine as their words permit them to be, though all, being characters, are caught up in the business of fiction, which is fakery.
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New York Times:

''21 Grams'' is a ruminative, stunned look at life after death -- that is, the existence of the living after they have been devastated by loss; it's the aftermath. The actors playing the characters who have been rocked by catastrophe don't sink to theatrical histrionics; instead they're linked by the red-eyed, unblinking stare of zombies, and they shamble through their day-by-day activities as if saddled with death wishes they are too enervated to act upon: American Existentialism.

The stars, Sean Penn, Benicio Del Toro and Naomi Watts, achieve something that doesn't sound as if it's possible: a virtuosity in the depiction of people wasting away minute by minute. Be prepared for it. You won't come out unaffected, because the depths of intimacy that the Mexican director Alejandro González Iñárritu plumbs here are so rarely touched by filmmakers that ''21 Grams'' is tantamount to the discovery of a new country. It's too early to call it a crowning work of a career -- this is only his second film -- but it may well be the crowning work of this year. It is being shown tomorrow night at the New York Film Festival and will be released nationwide on Nov. 14. Working with the screenwriter Guillermo Arriaga and the bewilderingly versatile cinematographer Rodrigo Prieto -- the team he assembled for his debut feature, ''Amores Perros'' -- Mr. González Iñárritu once again deals with three scenarios connected by one far-reaching cataclysm.

Prof. Paul Rivers (Mr. Penn) is suffering from a damaged heart, which is about to give out on him, and the transplant he receives so consumes him with guilt that he's like a death-row prisoner with a horrible secret who's been pardoned. He still believes he deserves to die. Cristina (Ms. Watts), a reformed party girl, has returned to her fallen ways after taking up with Paul. She's lost her family in an auto accident. And Jack (Mr. Del Toro) is a shaggy, trembling mountain of anger he can barely contain. His already tenuous grasp on sobriety is slipping away even faster since being involved in a terrible incident.
''Amores Perros'' dealt with the inevitability of Fate -- one's ability to handle a life-changing event that defined you as either an adult or a child. The theme of ''21 Grams'' is similar and uses a Faulknerian idea of Old Testament grace, focusing on three people unable to absorb that quality. And for Paul, Cristina and Jack, grace is a destination that, to quote ''As I Lay Dying,'' is ''a day's long, hard ride away.'' Mr. Arriaga's splintered style of storytelling -- breaking a mirror and piecing it back together with small, telling parts missing -- could owe as much to Faulkner as it does to Quentin Tarantino.

Passion is important here because the characters have it snatched from their souls. Pursuit of passion manifests itself for each of the three leads in totally different ways. Mr. Penn, an actor of sometimes embarrassingly direct volatility, plays Paul as a gentle but self-possessed man stripped of his intellectual arrogance. He still stands upright, but each move is unsteady. He regains part of that passion only in acts of dissolution, but he worsens things because these acts don't fulfill him.
Because Ms. Watts reinvents herself with each performance, it's easy to forget how brilliant she is. She has a boldness that comes from a lack of overemphasis, something actresses sometimes do to keep up with Mr. Penn, whose virtuosity can be a challenge. Cristina clings to Paul and to the self-abasement that is all she has left; she treats it like a calling. It's easy to note, though, that Cristina occasionally stares as if she could will her former, happy life to being by locating a vision of it on the horizon.

This triptych of psychological affliction is completed by the protean Mr. Del Toro. His potency as an actor is deepened because in addition to his emotional gifts he is a performer of great physical dignity; he loses it in ''21 Grams,'' and it's a sure sign of the control Mr. Del Toro has that it can be seen slipping away. The film is also full of fine supporting performances. Each of the characters' wrecked lives takes on fuller shape from the loved ones beaten down by neglect. Charlotte Gainsbourg plays Paul's wife, and her unusually striking face -- beautiful from one angle, odd from another -- is so completely expressive that it does much of the work for her. As Jack's wife, Melissa Leo makes her relationship to a man given to tremendous and simultaneous hostility and remorse so real it's absorbing and painful to watch. The intelligence of completing the picture by displaying the suffering through the eyes of the leads' loved ones makes ''21 Grams'' an extraordinarily satisfying vision. The title refers to the amount of mass said to escape the body at the moment of death -- the supposed weight of the soul. But the movie also evokes the majestic heartbreak of the Willie Nelson song ''Three Days,'' a misery compounded by the sweetness of kd lang's cover: ''Three days, filled with tears and sorrow -- yesterday, today and tomorrow.''